my ride..no more!

Cars

During my youngster years, i really did wish to have a ride..something like the boxy and cagey nissan sentra. I have it clear in my mind, metallic gray and polished bright! But after 5 years of watching and looking at dreadful accident victims, I am not at all enthusiast about it. I'm not saying I now have the resources to get one for myself but fancy cars are easy to have nowadays. I can of course apply for a loan or save enough for at least a second hand vehicle of my choice. I actually do not know why I am so afraid, is this phobia or just being careful?

Maybe it was all because of the vehicle accident I went through. But that was not a major one, no blood, no one got hurt, nothing but broken headlights for my company issued pick-up truck and misaligned bumper guard to mr. nuts, the owner of the other car <not his true name of course>. Or maybe, it was from the many dead motorists I passed by during my driving days. I really couldn't place it. Anyway, maybe I just simply lost interest but who knows I may find it lucrative once more someday!